67 days. 2 days to Chinese O's results. DPA results too.
Minghao. Cambodia. Happier times. Trains.
It's not a case of the broken thoughts, but a case of blurred lines.
No longer can you say such that you can just simply blame a single variable for a whole problem.
My mind's been swirling and twirling around in a huge mess of lines, distorting the reality, inserting snide untruths.
Just trying to control my stupid mind.
Doing homework without a certain motivation is like having all the petrol in the world but no vehicle.
Just burn.
Zen.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Love is just a chemical until we give it a meaning.
68 days. Time tick time tick time tick.
Jiayue and Zixuan with ChinYuen in the background, preparation for NJRC 2011.
A year ago. When we still were kids.
Well metaphorically.
Time waits for no man, but will it wait for just a miracle to happen?
The secret is almost broken, and I'm almost to the point of insanity.
But somehow, I'll make it through this.
Somehow.
Now i have to start reading my Physics SPA again.
Zen.
Jiayue and Zixuan with ChinYuen in the background, preparation for NJRC 2011.
A year ago. When we still were kids.
Well metaphorically.
Time waits for no man, but will it wait for just a miracle to happen?
The secret is almost broken, and I'm almost to the point of insanity.
But somehow, I'll make it through this.
Somehow.
Now i have to start reading my Physics SPA again.
Zen.
Monday, August 13, 2012
Back to the wall, and the wall was back.
69 more days.
He tried, he stuttered, he was let down.
Never was he going to try another time, or was he?
Well, maybe one day, one day, God would let him have His vision and His power.
But as I always know, God always has His plans for us. (:
People wonder why people get shy around the people they know.
Well, maybe because it's just them,
it's just that something happened,
or maybe, even more.
Realization of what happens.
He tried, he stuttered, he was let down.
Never was he going to try another time, or was he?
Well, maybe one day, one day, God would let him have His vision and His power.
But as I always know, God always has His plans for us. (:
People wonder why people get shy around the people they know.
Well, maybe because it's just them,
it's just that something happened,
or maybe, even more.
Realization of what happens.
True desire comes accidentally from within the emotion heart, not within the mind where the calculative take over.
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Two years on.
It sounds like crap, but it really doesn't matter anymore.
To write a (technically) second post on this blog that was created doesn't make much sense, but to me its more than just a revival.
For just 71 days to the O Levels and I'm writing this blog post.
My life is kind of a drab affair, a lovelorn affair.
Hahas, but just the thought alone is just to kill.
I've never had much to write, since everything is just going so fast.
I mean, if you had much to do, you'd won't even much be blogging in the first place, but rather living in the now, instagramming and twittering and stuff like that.
But that's just me.
Yeah, in case you're wondering, I'm Zenneth, and I'm 16 years old.
I have my own problems, my own likings,crushesinfatuations, scandals, rumours, whatever.
Zen. If only I could reveal my true desire.
To write a (technically) second post on this blog that was created doesn't make much sense, but to me its more than just a revival.
For just 71 days to the O Levels and I'm writing this blog post.
My life is kind of a drab affair, a lovelorn affair.
Hahas, but just the thought alone is just to kill.
I've never had much to write, since everything is just going so fast.
I mean, if you had much to do, you'd won't even much be blogging in the first place, but rather living in the now, instagramming and twittering and stuff like that.
But that's just me.
For even as much as I can say, I'm still an ordinary teenager on this world.Take that.
Yeah, in case you're wondering, I'm Zenneth, and I'm 16 years old.
I have my own problems, my own likings,
Never too late to start all over again.\I'm a quiet person, but once I get something to rant about, trust me I will.
Zen. If only I could reveal my true desire.
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