Incoherent.

It's one of those posts where things have to get a bit messy for me to be satisfied and to get the point across.

Before that, I doubt anyone close to me knows this blog. However, to those who have, I know exactly how you did it, and I really, REALLY, appreciate it (: you prove yourself worthy of intruding into my personal life (lol)

But anyway...

Sometimes it really hurts when you know you have to bottle up everything you feel, and even though everything we knew about not getting involved in such matters of the heart at such a age, the feelings it evokes is just...bad. It wrenches the heart, but sometimes it can be the best thing ever to touch your soul.
God's love is always first, but that undescribable, yet uneasy feeling that you (or anyone for that matter), can be a special someone to me (or anyone for that matter too lol) and could be a major part of his/her life.

Just like the last post, I really hoped that one day, the message being conveyed need not be said, but felt from the heart.

Zen.