Meanings and titles.

The meaning of the original blog title may have changed, but the word ring true and forever more.

Inevitable that we all grow old, we die, and some of us, to meet the Lord in heaven in all his splendor.
Inevitable that in our life, we often are scared to face the things that we have to go head-on in the end.
Inevitable that one day, I have to tell you how I truly feel, as a man myself.

One might ask, why are we cowards when it comes to truly expressing what we feel?

Is there so much more to lose? Or is it that what we have now is too valuable ever to be risked upon?

One time, you posted this on Twitter (or retweeted it)

"If we wanna have something you never had, you gotta do something you've never done."

The sentence struck me so hard, and I know it's easy typing this anon, with a computer screen instead of your face.
Sometimes I just wanna take the easy way out, to text or even through other people. But I know that in the end I know it won't work out.
Sometimes I wonder whether this feels eating away inside me will ever be fufilled.
Everytime I seek your attention, and it feeds the feels inside me.
But it's like a drug, while it temporarily seals away the pain, it will always be there until something happens, something deep inside my heart that stirs me to take action and finally say what I always wanted to say.

I will be there.
I will be true to my heart.
I've always wanted you through thick and thin, even when the stars collide.
The words in my heart ring true and forever more.

Inevitable.

Today's the 13th of February.